The site was down for over a week because I couldn’t renew the domain due to some problems with my credit card provider. Kind of sad, really. Anyways, this domain is now over 1 year old, and the blog is over 2 years old. Wow.

It’s time for me to move on and take a few burden off of my shoulders. The layout’s going to change. The site’s modus operandi is going to change. I will no longer update old download entries. This is going to be just another blog, only with occassional downloads I think would be worthwhile to share~ (at least until Ihave private unlimited internet back). Ongoing series I’ll be ranting about would be:

1. Katekyo Hitman Reborn
2. Bleach
3. Are You Alice?
4. Random BL mangas

p.s/ Since I’ll be busy, I’m wondering if anyone would like to co-Admin the forum.

Anata ni Suki to Iwaretai -- I Want You To Tell Me You Love Me
Sung by: Oku Hanako // Translation by: Adlina

I run after you
But no matter how I keep running
I can’t get even a glimpse of your back
If I could just have one wish
I want you to tell me you love me

You told me to smile someday, didn’t you?
You think you can tell me anything at all
You really have no idea how cruel that is, don’t you?

If I can’t see you anymore
would I lie to my own heart?
I want to always be by your side
Even if we aren’t lovers

I run after you
But no matter how I keep running
I can’t get even a glimpse of your back
Just once, it’s okay even if it’s a lie
I want you to tell me you love me

If I have the chance to become that person
I guess I’ll choose to do so, won’t I?
I wonder if people only lie
to those they want to protect
The midnight phone call you made
and said ‘Sorry for being so sudden’
in your usual tone of voice -
you really are sly, aren’t you?
If you don’t want to be with me,
don’t be so kind

If I can’t have you back anymore
If I can’t hold you anymore
This voice, even this body
I should have thrown them away back then

I want to see you
just that alone keeps me going on
I can’t see you, just for that alone
I wonder if I should close the window to all my heart

I run after you
But no matter how I keep running
I can’t get even a glimpse of your back
It’s okay if you don’t call me with your voice anymore
If I could just have one wish
I want you to tell me you love me

Ajisai by Oku Hanako
Translation by: Adlina

We didn’t say goodbye
Those words are too sorrowful
If it wasn’t because of the rain that night
We wouldn’t have decided to break up

If there’s only the two of us in this world
I wonder if we could start over one more time

A little bit more, just a little bit more
If I was an adult
I would have had more ways to protect you with

I’m not lonely even if there’s no you
I tightly hug myself, who is getting stronger
On my sleepless night, the sound of raindrops
beating the window breaks the silence
We both listened to it well, humming the tune
Oh rain, please don’t stop
so that we aren’t heard by anyone

A little bit more, just a little bit more
If I was a child
I would have had more ways to protect you with

Out of the window, my tears are flowing down silently
Like that day, the hydrangea we both were gazing at is blossoming

I’ll stop being lazy and miserable and do the following things during my long winter holiday, starting TODAY:

+ Start writing reviews again
+ Reupload broken items (Please report broken downloads here)
+ Blog regularly again
+ Check links, tidy up the layout a bit
+ Whatever else that’s necessary
+ Get to work with the online yaoi/shounen-ai  manga reader website (needs contribution)

Too many problems both offline and online have put me in despair. In an attempt to amuse myself…

Yes.

This is just a beginning XD

Virtual creamy choc chip cookies for you if you can tell what it reminds me of XD

Clarification: I am in no way a ‘loveholic’, lol. I just bought this keychain (damn expensive T__t) because it’s huge, it’s cute and it reminds me greatly of you-know-what.

I’m getting crazy because this is my last night at home in Malaysia. I’ll be flying back to Auckland tomorrow morning, and will only arrive at the airport at 10am on Sunday, 8th February. Ugh. Hate long flights.

Until then~

Hi everyone, or at least those who read

Junjou.org and myself would like to humbly request for your assistance of scraping together $50 to help keep the site up for the following month, at least. Please don’t feel pressured, as this is just a plea. The site won’t be shut down, of course, but I’ll be having trouble maintaining the billing and whatnot as Junjou.org eats up a lot of resources.

You’ve probably noticed how similar sites run on donation, and how free softwares are called ‘donationware’ when not funded by external organisations. That’s the same with Junjou.org =) So if you’re willing to share even just a tiny bit, please do donate some to the site. Hundreds of dollars worth of downloads versus a couple dollars of donation is a high contrast.

Thank you and have a good day!